Newest Fantasy

After months of texting, sexting, and Snapchats, I'm flying to a different state to finally meet up with a man. This will be my first experience with a man and the nervous energy is pulsing through me. I have s hotel room booked for 3 nights, the plan is that I will message him when I'm in and settled and he will let me know when he is on his way. 

Landing in a new city is always exciting anyways, and now having this on my horizon is just overwhelming. 

He is on his way, I'm showered, naked, and ready.  I'm laying on the bed only wearing my cockring when I hear a knock at the door.  I open it slightly and as we've planned he is going to wait 30 seconds before entering.  Giving me time to be laying on the bed, give him time to undress before getting on to the bed with me.  We want to meet naked.  It is dark except for the TV on low volume for a little light and soft sound.  I see him as he walks out of the entryway and into the room. He is also naked except for his cockring and PA piercing. He looks really good, fit, healthy.  I hope he is thinking the same as he checks me out laying on the bed waiting for him. 

He begins to get on the bed with one knee. His hand reaching out to touch my thigh. My balls tighten and my hard cock strains against my metal cockring.  My hand reaches out to touch his hip, our breathing both begins to pick up.   I see his sexy hard cock twitching, and I really really want to touch it.... hold it.... stroke it.... suck it.  Our hand explore, but not yet touching.  It feels weird to be touching a man this way, but it also feels so good.  We've talked many times in many forms. We've already seen each other orgasm thru Snapchats, but now to be here, to touch his skin, to see his face, to want his body is a whole different level.

He gets on the bed with me and we are both on our sides facing each other. Our hands running over each other's body, exploring. I've never touched a man like this before.  To feel muscle, body hair, the harder edges of a man's body, it's very exciting! Our legs begin to entangle pushing our cocks together and just using our hips we begin to sword fight. Our cocks rubbing back and forth over each other, my hands moving between his shoulders and his pecs.  The heat between us is intense, as I push my hips forward and I feel my balls press up against his. I let out a moan of pleasure. Fuck does this feel good!

My engine is in overdrive, so I press onto his shoulder, laying him on his back. I look into his eyes and nice to kiss his neck, his pecs, his nipple (with some extra sucking) down his abs. I can feel his cock with my body as I move down closer and closer to it.  My hands slide down to his hips and ass as I position myself between his legs. He is all mine now. I take a moment to look at his magnificent cock and balls, shaved smooth, hard cock, soft balls.. my head spins with pleasure, anticipation, and nerves.   I move my mouth down to the side/ bottom of his cock. The space where his cock and balls meet and I begin to kiss, lick and suck. He takes a deep breath and bucks his hips a little. His cock strains... he wants me to suck him so badly!

I work my way up his shaft with my tongue. Drooling all the way. His veins bulge on his impossibly hard cock. I reach his head and flick his PA with my tongue. Swirl my tongue over his head, my right hand moves up to grip the base of his cock. This is it, I pause and look up at him, his hands are on my shoulders as he looks down to me...I smile at him... then I open my mouth and without breaking eye contact...I swallow his whole cock into my mouth. 

To be continued...

King Ring

For my 49th birthday I finally got myself a full king ring cockring to go along with my glans ring.  I went with the 46mm size considering the weight.  The art and craftsmanship is unmatched. It feels so good on and makes me feel very sexy and erotic.  The squeeze when I'm hard is undeniable.  And the thickness of the band gives my cock a great angle for stroking and I would think a woman would enjoy riding it. 

Although I've begun to wonder if I ever will or even want to have a relationship with anyone again.   For now, it is me and my rings and we can have plenty of fun together

A wonderful day

Chatting on reddit with some guys, trading pics of our cocks. Definitely gives me a boost of confidence.  Still need to get back to working out regularly. Not totally happy with my physique currently. 

Mid week fantasy...

 I've been thinking a lot this week about how my first male on male experience might go.  I'm not super comfortable or proud of the little studio apartment I'm in right now, but being in my late 40's, I'm thinking what a great kick it would be to fool around in the back seat of my car.  Kind of like being teenagers again.  

I see myself driving me and my date to an empty parking lot, or water view area.  The nerves and excitement between the both of us is electric.  We both get into the back seat, I'm on the driver's side.  And for the first time next to me is a man...a man I am attracted to who I only met in person a few hours ago.  The couple of beers I had and the connection we made over a couple of drinks has me feeling bold.  "this feels a little weird huh?" he says.  It is both of our first times doing this, and I want us both to feel comfortable, safe, and open. "It is, but I'm really happy to be here with you." I reply.  We both kind of laugh and smile and that makes us relax a little bit.  I put my left hand on his thigh and my right arm behind his headrest.  Showing him I'm interested and also opening up my chest to him.  I hope he wants to touch me as much as I want to touch him.  He smiles, looks me deep in the eyes, relaxes and moves into me.  Upping his hips and opening his legs.  We kind of put our heads together (the one on our shoulders), I'm not sure if we want to kiss...more touching and feeling...exploring each other's edges and soft spots.  I move my hand further up his thigh as he released and deep breath!  "oh man" he says with a little shake in his voice.  I start to unbutton his jeans..."I want to see it" I say, "I want to see your thick cock.  Show it to me."  We both unzip his fly and he pulls his jeans down.  His hard ringed cock flops out, smacking his right hip as it is freed.  He pushes his jeans below his knees, I think he is very comfortable with me!  

My hand works it's way up his now naked thigh.  My hand has never touched this part of a man, and the night is just beginning.  I rub the inside of his thigh, almost touching his balls.  "Yours is the first cock I'm going to touch....is this ok?"  I ask.  We lock eyes "Yes!" he says excitedly.  We both look down as my left hand moves up to his hip, to his lower abs, and then I wrap my hand, slowly around the base of his cock.  What a wonderful sensation!  Feeling another man's hard cock in my hand, I keep my grip soft as I begin to feel what it is like to stroke him.  He bucks his hips as we find our rhythm, I squeeze his cock a little harder.  "Oooh  oooh man!" he moans.  "Feel good?" I ask..."oh yeah! VERY GOOD!" he replies.  I slow down a little paying attention to my down strokes to push his balls down and away.  It always feels good and can help in delaying orgasm especially when wearing rings.  I'm giving him long strokes now...long and slow...his hips begin to pick up the pace, he must be loving this and really wants to cum!  Our eyes have been opening and closing this whole time.  Sometimes looking at each other, then looking at his cock in my hand.  It is such an erotic experience.  We were both staring at his cock when I said "Can I use my mouth?"

"You want to?"  I look down at his throbbing hard cock and all can think it how would that feel in my mouth.  "Yes!  Yes, I do" 

"I don't think I'm going to last long" he says, preparing me for his orgasm.  "I want it all" I reply and then lower my head to his lap.  Looking down as lower my head and open my mouth.  Closer and closer and then....I feel his cock head touch my tongue.  A brand new sensation!  My lips lock around his shaft as I slide down I feel the saliva being fully released.  I didn't realize I had been drooling!  My left hand cradles his balls while my mouth works and sucks his shaft.  I don't think his cock is much longer than mine, but I think he is thicker!  My right arm is around his lower back, his hips are bucking his cock into my mouth, we are both moaning with pleasure.  I can't believe how good his cock feels in my mouth!  Oh man, I think....I think I REALLY like this!  

"I gonna cum man..." he says.  "Mmm  Mmmmm  MMMmmmm" is all I have to reply.  And then I feel it.  He is cumming for me...in my mouth.  The sweet pre cum gives way to thicker saltier ropes.  I'm sucking and swallowing all of his cum and I love it!  The pleasure as he twitches and shakes, his cock twitching out the last bits of his orgasm as he begins to come down from his climax.  I hold his cock in my mouth as I feel his hard cock soften slightly.  He quick breathes slow down to a few deep ones.  I swallow all I can...there might be a little drool and semen that got away, but I did the best I could for my first time!  

Mid week day off

How to begin this post... I've been chatting with guys on reddit lately and I think I'm getting close to experimenting sexually with another man.  It started as little chat thing with a guy in Australia, which was safe because we would probably never meet.  But now, there's a man in my local area, and holy shit we may actually meet up... it's a wild feeling, but he wears cock rings and has a very nice cock.  I find myself wondering how it would feel to touch it, to hold his testicles, to please him and make him cum. Even just to be naked in the same room with him and maybe we just jerk off together without touching.  I'm nervous about it, but also so very curious about it!  I find myself fantasizing about it and masturbating to the thought of it.  Hm, I wonder how this will turn out? 

random day off

Got a little dehydrated which left me feeling sick so I took a day off.  On a better note, I woke up messaging a new 'friend' and he had me rock hard.  So a free day off means a day to edge.   I'll have to compare some of pics, but I feel like my glans ring is making my cock not only longer...I feel like when I stroke now my hand travels longer up and down my shaft. And also, I think I'm a little thicker. Like I had mentioned before with the swelling it seems to be staying around.

Everything is still operating correctly... if not better so we will stay on the path.

Swelling?

Having been wearing my glans ring everyday for 2 months basically... today I couldn't get it on because well... I've just been excited all day!  But I have a little tenderness and swelling on the right side of my cock just under my head.  Not totally sure what's going on, but still getting hard and soft throughout the day.  Been doing some helicopters to help loosen things up.  I'm also seeing some stretches under my cock head.  I'm wondering if these thickness and stretch 'gains' are a thing and something that could continue.  Seeing my cock swell and change is as scary as it is exciting!